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drtransi

Iceland

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A little on my background. A few years ago, i got thrown out of a realationship, with someone, i thought at the time was the ONE. We had gone through some serious shit together, so it was a big shock for me. I had a pretty lousy year, and everything was sort of fucked. Then i started in a new school, had a change of envirionment, so things started getting better. Since then ive had two or three girlfriends, depending on what counts as a relationship. But after a week or so ive always found out we didnt have much to say to each other. My former girlfriend and i then tried to rekindle the fire, but it only turned out to be a disaster.
Once your down, anyone can tell you, they will kick you
Last spring i found out that one of my later girlfriends was pregnant from me.

Youd think this means that im totally FUCKED.
But the funny thing is that it feels alright.

Because when i look in the little mans eyes, i know, how he must feel. Because he has to be fighting, every moment of his young life. Because i am a part of him, so ill have to stay with each part of the way. Even though we dont live together, this is still evident. He's brought me closer, to some kind of understanding, that i don't quite understand.

(in)Sincerely yours, the messiah of hell
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valexis:
if you and the little man's mom do your best as far as parenting goes, he shouldn't have to fight through life. i know it's going to sound totally cheesy, but if you and the lady do whatever it takes to keep your personal shite outside of his existence, he'll have a fighting chance.

you're the second really interesting person i've met through SG from iceland.

are they breeding profound thinkers or something?
Feb 13, 2005
drtransi:
thanks alot valexis. who is the other one? i'm not sure if sunny is really here in iceland, but she sure looks icelandic. what do you say about that sunny? wink the funny thing is, that we get along fine, much for the reason that we neer really had that much of a 'relationship' as far as those things go. however, we seemed to have need for each other. but i am aware of the need for a dad, even if its just a weekend dad, its better than nothing. i have friends who have no father, and it affects them in various ways, and i can feel this frustration.
i don't know what it is with iceland, but this for example this site gives me a chance to get a bit outside of this small environment. i've met many really nice people here, so it's a pleasant experience.
Feb 13, 2005

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