drstinkypants

haha less crap more real and cool anime
i seriously cant get into bebop
dunno why theres a lot of them i never really took to *shrugs*
being too damend picky again as always heh.
ahh well creepy...
im creepy its all good
i just couldnt ever have the courage to 'stalk' a chick
or even say hi...
even if i could say hi itd be painful
because if i find them truly attractive (in otherwords i find the face AND the boobs to my liking) --- they will most certainly be going home to another lucky schmoe. *shrugs*
who probably doesnt even realize his good fortunes. oh well *shrug*

i never wonder
i dont approach because i logically know i will be shot down *snicker*
great everyones gonna see yer comment on my journal and think its about a girl again *laughs*
which in part it is
thats one of the main things bugging me
yes i know it wont complete me
and htat i 'have to love myself to be loved'
blah
i want some emotioanl attachment with mutually reciprocated lust
not so much to ask
and from someone other than a whore or pity
*shrugs* oh well yeah
squeeky wheel... grease... how many times ive heard that haha
whee.
tired bored albeit slightly less irritable yuri signing out