drstinkypants

The Strokes - The End Has no End

thats the song ive had on repeat when ive been too delerious and/or sober to sleep the past week or so.
i know the strokes arent really in any more (and heaven forbid anyone think im not hip) but i like them. that latest album they put out is a piece of shit but the first two are good. i dont know of any other music that has the exact mood that they are able to capture.
they remind me of moving to TX.
that was a long time ago. i finally had given up on keeping love in new england. stupid me. everyone knows theres no such thing as love in new england.
it just wasnt working for me there. i fucking tried though. but it just wasnt worth it. i had given up everything to try to hang onto a relationship that eventually slipped through my fingers.
it was the worst of times
it was the worst of times
i have no ill will though. it was an experience. something to write about on a softcore porn site

NH-PA 9 hours
stop to see the folks, buy a car i happened to get a fucking great deal on. which meant unpacking the old car and repacking the new one. it was like moving out and saying goodbye twice, in as many days. its was an emotional time. putting lots of road behind me, lots of people behind me.
lots of goodbyes.
not many new hellos.

the little mental vignette i have burned into my mind, for some reason, is saying good bye in PA to a girl i used to work with, and had a crush on forever. Is This It was on.
i guess that goodbye is just easier to remember

PA-TX 20 hours
no breaks.

here i am