i dont understand your watery looove
[incoming boring weekend update!]
so i bought a guitar finally. just something to hold me over. i couldnt stand not having an acoustic guitar anymore so i went and bought the shittiest crapbox guitar i could get my hands on. its plywood and its sparkly blue... naturally.
but it plays, stays in tune and sounds ok with new strings... better than nothing.
im hopin to use my tax return to buy a less shitty crap guitar soon.
told myself i wasnt going to drink this weekend but somehow i always find myself in social drinking situations. this weekend it consisted of buying white zinfendel for, and flirting with, some mildly insane (i know
, right?) 20 year old in front of her boyfriend.
yea... i was that guy this weekend. (to my defense, and its not a very good one) it was all initiated by her.
i hope i dont see her again, because despite her (unoriginal) claims that she is sick of her boyfriend, and hes lousy in the sack, hes a friend of a friend and im trying to be done with that kind of drama. ive alienated myself from too many groups of people that way.
i could exercise some impulse control next time i see her but that seems unlikely.
[rant!]
im sick of being around people who're scared into inaction. i have no respect for that whatso ever.
scared of relationships, scared of taking chances, scared of doing new things, scared of living.
i cant understand wasting your life in fear that something might go wrong. thats not living, thats coasting
ive always thought id rather have a short fun life than a long safe one.
i like run on sentances
[incoming boring weekend update!]
so i bought a guitar finally. just something to hold me over. i couldnt stand not having an acoustic guitar anymore so i went and bought the shittiest crapbox guitar i could get my hands on. its plywood and its sparkly blue... naturally.
but it plays, stays in tune and sounds ok with new strings... better than nothing.
im hopin to use my tax return to buy a less shitty crap guitar soon.
told myself i wasnt going to drink this weekend but somehow i always find myself in social drinking situations. this weekend it consisted of buying white zinfendel for, and flirting with, some mildly insane (i know
, right?) 20 year old in front of her boyfriend.
yea... i was that guy this weekend. (to my defense, and its not a very good one) it was all initiated by her.
i hope i dont see her again, because despite her (unoriginal) claims that she is sick of her boyfriend, and hes lousy in the sack, hes a friend of a friend and im trying to be done with that kind of drama. ive alienated myself from too many groups of people that way.
i could exercise some impulse control next time i see her but that seems unlikely.
[rant!]
im sick of being around people who're scared into inaction. i have no respect for that whatso ever.
scared of relationships, scared of taking chances, scared of doing new things, scared of living.
i cant understand wasting your life in fear that something might go wrong. thats not living, thats coasting
ive always thought id rather have a short fun life than a long safe one.
i like run on sentances
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Currently I'm pretty much a factory drone, a mid-level one but still. I have a few people under me and carry quite a bit of responsibility day to day. I've gotten away from having to get my hands dirty very often and it's not really that bad of a job it's just become very boring and redundant. Uncreative to the backs of my eyeballs...
I will escape, eventually!