drstinkypants

so since i quit binge drinking every night ive noticed that i get bored with people extremely quickly. its like, anytime im talking to someone i cant figure out why the fuck they think this would be interesting to me.
even when someone tries to include me in the conversation the shit that comes out of my own mouth bores me. by the time im half way through answering a question im already tuning myself out and trailing off before i give a sufficient response.
i cant tell if im extremely boring, or if im just really this bored with the people around me.
i mean does this kind of stuff excite anyone?
i just wanna skip all the bullshit, lets cut to the fucking chase already.
ugh. i guess now that the rose colored glasses (yea i know that analogy [or is it a metaphor?] doesnt make perfect sense in this context) are gone its more apparent what an impatient asshole i am.
fuck it, im outie. this journal entry is boring. im gonna go roll around in some broken glass