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So how things change in a couple few days. Miss J and I continue our talk of the future, my standing being I'm not ready to make that decision and hers would being she wants it. Now she comes to tell me that she thinks she wants it for all the wrong reasons. She had notions that marrage would make certain ugly relationship things go away and voila: happy ending no more worrying about the future. I'm happy to report that she has realized this is not realistic.
So the stomach settles and the brain goes on to other things.
Then today I get a lovely, "I think we should see other people" I admitted that wasn't a relationship I wanted to be a part of. Miss J I believe was just trying to test the waters within me.
As of now I think things are where they were a week ago only "edgier"