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Sunday May 01, 2005

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I have for the first month in my new location achieved I 20% increase over last years numbers. By doing so I have neglected everyone that means anything to me. I have not gone to see my grandparents and they are a block away from work. I have not gone to see a close friend of mine that has been put into a mental hospital. I have not even spoken to the one that has my heart. Torn between the us now and the us future. If I do not do this now there will be no us in the future. But be doing this now she may vary well not stick around for the us future. Well it will be an unintentional test. How strong is our bond. If we pass the future will be a litl' easier for the both of us. If not we would have never gotten thru the rougher road ahead.

I feel like I have been sent over seas to fight in the war and all I have are the letters from my sweetheart, to keep my hopes up, my spirits high. Waiting for the dear John letter so many fine brave soldiers have gotten while so far away from any conforts of home. Will the letter come this week and will it be filled with sonettes or will it deal that crushing blow so many of us fighting this war fear and dread.

Have a great day, I am going to go wait for my letter now....
abyssia:
Congratulations!!! I know it has been difficult for you, but this has got to feel great. I am so happy for you. Success! And how's that airborne fish tank coming along?

Grandparents aren't around forever, so maybe you could stop by on your way home from work on one of your less exhausted days? Just a thought.

I'm sure your friend understands. I would. Though it really is nice to have visitors when in the nut house. Which one are they in? Maybe I've been there.... Usually, you can call a person in the boobie hatch. I liked phone calls almost as much as actual visits. Visits could be really tough considering your schedule and the wacky visiting hours they usually offer. So maybe a call on your way to or from work?

Don't worry. Everyone will still be here. Time isn't up yet.
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