Today, a new day...
better then yesturday...
Therapy was tough this morn. Alot more physical stretching and such. The shock treatments are much more intence now. I can feel it in my tummy, ick!
I am glad I can peak into her eyes, just a glimce. There is alot to comprehend, intimedating but hidden behind all that is the beauty. Thats worth everything. Just a...
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better then yesturday...
Therapy was tough this morn. Alot more physical stretching and such. The shock treatments are much more intence now. I can feel it in my tummy, ick!
I am glad I can peak into her eyes, just a glimce. There is alot to comprehend, intimedating but hidden behind all that is the beauty. Thats worth everything. Just a...
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nightmares:
A peepee!
abyssia:
thank you. i'd better do my part - tomorrow, i promise!
drrtyrocstr:
pics/random
I just want something I can never have....
what are you waiting for???
what are you waiting for???
abyssia:
i've learned to play chess just exactly as many times as i've forgotten. and hey! i know a lot ov people over the internet thingie and though sometimes it can be superficial, sometimes it can be very not. it can also allow for a kind of honesty that isn't usually found elsewhere. unless you happen to be sitting across the table from me. then you probably get more honesty than you want, need or can figure out what to do with.
who you waiting for?
who you waiting for?
abyssia:
hey, you changed it AGAIN! and i was gonna quote the trent. humph.
Thank you nightmares again. The pics got me thru the entire day. Therapy is going well, now if I can just get work to realize I can't lift 250 lbs for a few months I will be fine. A friend has returned to work. I can tell that we are going to be in alot of trouble together. We have already set a Izone camera...
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abyssia:
you know, i don't know what work you do. sounds like it could be a fun kind of work though. and yay for vicodin!
thanks for reading my verbal piddle. sometimes i just need to get some thoughts out in an order that often can only make complete sense to me. i used to write in complete sentences, but i'm finding the stream of consciousness bit is more to my liking. i don't forget something while trying to compose a sentence. yup, i'm a dork.
hope you slept well. hope you're feeling well - as well as possible. actually, i hope you are as you wish to be. you make me smile. thank you.
thanks for reading my verbal piddle. sometimes i just need to get some thoughts out in an order that often can only make complete sense to me. i used to write in complete sentences, but i'm finding the stream of consciousness bit is more to my liking. i don't forget something while trying to compose a sentence. yup, i'm a dork.
hope you slept well. hope you're feeling well - as well as possible. actually, i hope you are as you wish to be. you make me smile. thank you.
nightmares:
Anything I can do to help love! 
My neices RULE!
So my head is ok even after going thru the windshield. My neck and shoulder have 78% muscle and liga damage. Looking at about three month of physical theropy. Other then that I am ok. Thank you for your well wishes and e-cards. Hope that everyone had a great thanxgiving.
So my head is ok even after going thru the windshield. My neck and shoulder have 78% muscle and liga damage. Looking at about three month of physical theropy. Other then that I am ok. Thank you for your well wishes and e-cards. Hope that everyone had a great thanxgiving.
abyssia:
please take good care of yourself.
nightmares:
They are too adorable! And you! go to physical therapy and fix yourself!
See what happens when you have a shitty weekend? You go nuts. Now go and enjoy yourself!
~Nightmares~
See what happens when you have a shitty weekend? You go nuts. Now go and enjoy yourself!
~Nightmares~
I was in a car accident tonight. The chic that was driving took a wrong turn and right into a ditch. My head was split wide open. The air bag deffend me, blinded me, and I inhaled a bunch of powder. I am on my way to the hospital in a few minutes. Wish me luck!
abyssia:
i wish you luck, as requested, and speedy healing!
nightmares:
Are you okay?
Do you know what his job is? To make sure that your weekend is going smoothly!
~Nightmares~
Do you know what his job is? To make sure that your weekend is going smoothly!
~Nightmares~
This years theme...
Happy Tree Friends!!!
If you don't know, go to happytreefriends.com
Its my day off. From what I don't know. I have to deal with shit at work or at home. One big shit fest!!!!
Tammy is getting her first tat Saturday <tear in eye> they grow up so quick.
I put motion activated birds in both entrances to my work area. I...
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Happy Tree Friends!!!
If you don't know, go to happytreefriends.com
Its my day off. From what I don't know. I have to deal with shit at work or at home. One big shit fest!!!!
Tammy is getting her first tat Saturday <tear in eye> they grow up so quick.
I put motion activated birds in both entrances to my work area. I...
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nightmares:
Have a wonderful weekend or this ~~~>
will happen to you!
~Nightmares~
will happen to you!
~Nightmares~
new entry 2marrow, ans pics....Have a geat nite!
<puuuffff>
abyssia:
i do try to bear that in mind. honest.
...as I slip back into my darkness. I only wanted to see what it might be like. Now I know. Those who want to find me know how, or will find the way. Those who don't will try anyway...
either way its my darkness. Not selfish but safe.
for many years Caine wandered alone. Caine decided he wanted company. It is generally believed that Caine...
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either way its my darkness. Not selfish but safe.
for many years Caine wandered alone. Caine decided he wanted company. It is generally believed that Caine...
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abyssia:
i do hope you are feeling safe. be as you wish to be.
abyssia:
would you tell me more about caine?
I looked into her eyes and saw the darkest parts of heaven and the sweetest parts of hell..
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nightmares:
Lenore is watching you to make sure you have a fucking great weekend!
~Nightmares~
~Nightmares~
abyssia:
you asked what i want to be free of. i'm not exactly sure. that's why i write. that's why i dump shit in here no one can decipher.
you're right about the wings. much as i miss them, i'm not sure i'd want them back.
oh, and we "met" when you left a comment in my journal. seemed rather random to me. i've no idea why you were reading me. if you know why, i'd not mind knowing as well.
you're right about the wings. much as i miss them, i'm not sure i'd want them back.
oh, and we "met" when you left a comment in my journal. seemed rather random to me. i've no idea why you were reading me. if you know why, i'd not mind knowing as well.
yes, typing all of that out - in my last post - was something i needed to do. i've not saved it to my computer - just typed it and put it out there. funny that i write so much strangeness that people fail to realize when i speak the plain truth!
i'm really glad today is better than yesterday. and now i'm exceedingly curious as to who "she" is.... (attempts to raise an eyebrow, fails) and why do you want to be under a rock? i mean, sure cozy and mossy... but you're much bolder than that.
~Nightmares~