Im really confued.
I feel disorientated and not myself.
You know haw you have a "work" persona and a different one when your with your good friends or it could be on another level when your out on the town but still totally different to when your at work? I guess i dont let the real self out much at work..... keep it all in, and to myself... maybe thats a bad thing???
Well ive been living the work mode for 6 months now. I go to work, put on the work hat.... then finish work and then go to my bar job work and put on the bar job work person charade. I guess its just i dont really relate to many of the people there much, or the real me is being negleted, or im just burnt out and totally fucked out.
I know I work way too much. But I never realised that it could isolate me so much. I think the bar job is out........
I just decided I need a bit of R+R and a good night out with my friends..........
Anyway thats my rant 4 today.
The life lesson learnt - Be passionate about what you do and follow your passion...... I think Ive just decided to follow my own advice.
be safe and have fun
I feel disorientated and not myself.
You know haw you have a "work" persona and a different one when your with your good friends or it could be on another level when your out on the town but still totally different to when your at work? I guess i dont let the real self out much at work..... keep it all in, and to myself... maybe thats a bad thing???
Well ive been living the work mode for 6 months now. I go to work, put on the work hat.... then finish work and then go to my bar job work and put on the bar job work person charade. I guess its just i dont really relate to many of the people there much, or the real me is being negleted, or im just burnt out and totally fucked out.
I know I work way too much. But I never realised that it could isolate me so much. I think the bar job is out........
I just decided I need a bit of R+R and a good night out with my friends..........
Anyway thats my rant 4 today.
The life lesson learnt - Be passionate about what you do and follow your passion...... I think Ive just decided to follow my own advice.
be safe and have fun
we need to talk more.
but til then, chin up ; )