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drowninglotus

Urbana, Iowa

Member Since 2006

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Thursday Aug 03, 2006

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I'm looking at despair as an exercise in creationism. My heart is the endless string of kerchiefs pulled from the magician's pocket. Murphy's Law: The best way to get a date to go home with you may be to not clean your toilet for a month or so. I'll be 72 on my reversed golden birthday. I don't have to lose my job or puke every morning to be an alcoholic. Ironically it's difficult to perform the fire breath in tai chi when you're a smoker. Broken hearts are for assholes; Frank Zappa thinks I'm an asshole. Randomness is pretend. All this crap was in my head somewhere when I started.

Tomorrow I get my back piece finished! It's been fourteen months since my artist and I started drawing it up. I'm excited and sad. It'll be done, but what to do for a tattoo encore? I'll get pictures to post... if you're out there.
beckyjane:
Are your loans in default (student loans)? If so, I can give you advice.

I wish I could get a loan. Dammit.

Check your email.
Aug 4, 2006
beckyjane:
The Department of Education will refer you to the collection agency handling your account. Have you consolidated at all (meaning, before you were defaulted? Any judgements on your account? What type of loans?)
Aug 5, 2006

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