So due to recent events, or just for shear boredom, my wife(separated) wanted to try being together. I miss you, I want us to be together, we need to try and make it work. This is the second time she has pulled this on me, after I had finally decided that I have had enough. I was all about trying to fix our relationship in the beginning, but I decided we can't fix it if she isn't all in it. So here I am dealing with the same bullshit. Here I am completely destroyed. The worst thing is that I fucked up what seemed like a great thing.
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