i want to be happy and i joke laods but really i feel like hell, i am down i am just well shitty.
granted LIFE COULD BE WORSE and i do try to rememeber that.
so yesterday we got the final news. dad does indeed have cancer of the vocal cords * this on top of his speedy decline into Alzheimers* and will require radiation everyday for 4 weeks..................
it is not the cancer that scares me...it happens and i personally know what it is like. it is the daily radiation and trips to teh hospital that we will have to make.
he is already crazy in the head and cannot understand what is happening to him. telling him he has cancer everyday is hard, trying to explain why we are causing him to hurt by treating this illness is fucking killing me.
i start to move my shit into storage this weekend and teh kats go next week
nothing like a few bad things happening to you to make you FEEL ALIVE!!!!
i am climbing up and out.....jsut slower than usual
peace
ps. Skeleton Key...the movie..........sucks
ass!!!
granted LIFE COULD BE WORSE and i do try to rememeber that.
so yesterday we got the final news. dad does indeed have cancer of the vocal cords * this on top of his speedy decline into Alzheimers* and will require radiation everyday for 4 weeks..................
it is not the cancer that scares me...it happens and i personally know what it is like. it is the daily radiation and trips to teh hospital that we will have to make.
he is already crazy in the head and cannot understand what is happening to him. telling him he has cancer everyday is hard, trying to explain why we are causing him to hurt by treating this illness is fucking killing me.
i start to move my shit into storage this weekend and teh kats go next week
nothing like a few bad things happening to you to make you FEEL ALIVE!!!!
i am climbing up and out.....jsut slower than usual
peace
ps. Skeleton Key...the movie..........sucks
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Sorry to hear you had to sit through that Skeleton Key movie.