dropdeadred

" Thanks to our artists, we pretend well, living under canopies of painted clouds and painted gods,... We make of the hollow world a fuller, messier, prettier place, but all of our inventions can't create the one thing we require: to deserve any fond attention we might accidentally receive, to receive any fond attention we don't in the course of things deserve. We are never enough to ourselves because we can never be enough to another. Any one of us walks into any room and reminds its occupant that we are not the one they most want to see. We are never the one.We are never enough. "

Feeling lonely.
Last night was hell, as most nights are. Decided I need to see a doctor. I can't even type about it. I can't even write in my journal (diary whatever) about it. Some part of me believes that if I write it down it will give it more reality.
My brain is a rotting piece of fruit.
I have to go shovel snow.
My professor said that lesbian couples have atleast six cats, I have three so here you go :

Looking for Love
Single white female looking for a female age 20-30 who has atleast three cats. Must be a kinky, nymphomaniac with a taste for pain. I'd like to fulfill you and all your holes..... hahaha the last line I got from a porn mag. I'm such a pervert