Monday Oct 04, 2004

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ok so he didn't cheat on me. I'm paranoid because I'm never around anymore, and he goes out all night. I had a big nervous breakdown tonight, and he pulled me through it. So now I feel like an ass. Definitely flipped out tonight. The stress is overwhelming me. Doesn't really help that I was never too sane in the first place. I'm currently over the deep end. The more I drink the more docile I become, so I guess I'll stick with that.

what do you do when your really down to get you through it?

i wish i had time to paint frown
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shewulf:
Thats good to know that he didnt cheat on you. I know that feeling. My ex was always out with his friends. Days would go by before I got to see him. I was always worried that he was seeing someone else, but realized that he wasnt.

I'm sorry that your stressed out and down. When I'm down I like to talk to a close friend or sit down with a nice stiff drink. biggrin

Things will get better sweetie. *Hugs!* kiss
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