dropdeadred

hello again!
I never anticipated the stress of going to work fulltime, going to school fulltime, and trying to have a relationship. My whole body aches.
Halloween is coming!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sewing a Geisha outfit! For those who don't know what a Geisha is: a japanese girl trained in singing, dancing, the art of conversation, etc. to serve as hired companion to men. Me Sucky Sucky 5$ Love you Long Time! Just kidding, geisha's aren't hookers, they're a kick ass part of japanese culture.
Paper thin patience
I drink every free moment. Trying in desperation to learn how to relax. This yoga crazed society doesn't suit me. I'm not the only one, look at the suicide rate.
Crumpled red rose petals on the ashes of what was once love. Tearless face because I've been anesthetized by past experiences. I'm not the only one look at the divorce rate.
What if we could stop wanting for one second and just be satisfied? I think about that question a lot lately. Why can't we just be happy? What a sad lot we humans are. Legalize Maryjane! That would make me happier.

"The spell is broke, the charm is flown!
Thus is it with life's fitful fever:
We madly smile when we should groan:
Delirium is our best deceiver.

Each lucid interval of thought
Recalls the woes of Nature's charter;
And he that acts as wise men ought,
But lives, as saints have died, a martyr" ~Byron