AAAArrrrrgggghhhh!!!
Weekend fucking SUCKED!!!! The girl took off with 3 guys from a local punk band. What a self-destructive whore; I'm cutting all ties with that "gem". Pity and a bizarre sense of infatuation will only get you so far with me. The current vinyl record cover I'm working is a pain in the ass since I have already too much going on at once already. Hopefully later tonight I can meet Goldie at the concert he's DJing. Chole's new pic's are a welcome addition.
Oh and Madguy asked me about what a Sharp is. Well the long and short of it is that a Sharp is a non-racist skinhead. I know that shit sounds contradictory; But the whole "Skin" movement really started in England as a form of nationalist pride (anti-foreign). This erupted due to foreigners crossing the channel and getting work at English mills, factories, mines, etc. Alot of blue coller English lost jobs or couldn't get jobs that where filled by these foreigners. So the disinchanted youth gave birth to the beginnings of what is now referred to as skinheads. I'm leaving out way too much shit as far as the history is concerned. But needless to say a "sharp" can be anyone baring the more older asspects of the skin movement, regardless of race or creed. Straightedge and Sharps are more alike than they are with the current state of skinheads. Hell even the Klan in some regions have put distance between themselves and certain skin factions. But alot of this shit is really fucking stupid to me now; I feel somewhat imbareassed that I even know this much. The truth is I've taken beatings and delt them out as well; In the long run it doesn't make a bit of fucking difference on who you truely are inside. And time will always leave past "adventures" behinde. I feel that I've matured beyond those days; But I still carry the physical & emotional scars that a life like that can give to a naive youth. But at least I can say I'm a man of my own will and opinion. I no longer need the acceptance of peers to give me vilidation to my thoughts and feelings. I guess that's truely what makes a man, not violence, fear, nor hatred.
Weekend fucking SUCKED!!!! The girl took off with 3 guys from a local punk band. What a self-destructive whore; I'm cutting all ties with that "gem". Pity and a bizarre sense of infatuation will only get you so far with me. The current vinyl record cover I'm working is a pain in the ass since I have already too much going on at once already. Hopefully later tonight I can meet Goldie at the concert he's DJing. Chole's new pic's are a welcome addition.
Oh and Madguy asked me about what a Sharp is. Well the long and short of it is that a Sharp is a non-racist skinhead. I know that shit sounds contradictory; But the whole "Skin" movement really started in England as a form of nationalist pride (anti-foreign). This erupted due to foreigners crossing the channel and getting work at English mills, factories, mines, etc. Alot of blue coller English lost jobs or couldn't get jobs that where filled by these foreigners. So the disinchanted youth gave birth to the beginnings of what is now referred to as skinheads. I'm leaving out way too much shit as far as the history is concerned. But needless to say a "sharp" can be anyone baring the more older asspects of the skin movement, regardless of race or creed. Straightedge and Sharps are more alike than they are with the current state of skinheads. Hell even the Klan in some regions have put distance between themselves and certain skin factions. But alot of this shit is really fucking stupid to me now; I feel somewhat imbareassed that I even know this much. The truth is I've taken beatings and delt them out as well; In the long run it doesn't make a bit of fucking difference on who you truely are inside. And time will always leave past "adventures" behinde. I feel that I've matured beyond those days; But I still carry the physical & emotional scars that a life like that can give to a naive youth. But at least I can say I'm a man of my own will and opinion. I no longer need the acceptance of peers to give me vilidation to my thoughts and feelings. I guess that's truely what makes a man, not violence, fear, nor hatred.
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destro:
kind of weird. drone is a graff tag name of mine, and i was a SHARP until like 2 years ago when i finaly grew the fuck up.
ver0nika23:
happy birthday!!!!! (if it really is your birthday-and if not-happy day)