God i want to write something cheerful..But its hard..hmmmm.. I might ge t he chance to see the one person on my trip i really want to
and i have been chatting with this person a lot latelyand that lifts my soul.....MY friend still hasn't I.M. me. I am mad and very hurt over this. My trip is in one month and 13 days. Sooo long to wait and so much right now in the unknow...maybe i shouldn't go

