drock

2:30 a.m. I miss someone very much. More now than ever before. I have my reasons. As for the other items happening in my life? Time will tell what happens. I am hurt by what is going on! People not speaking to for no real good reason sucks. But I to have hide and burry all my feelings for everything deep. cut of what i...
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I want it all to end.... If a person wants me to stay out of their life TELL ME don't ignore me, don't push me just tell me. I am being to hate everything in this life and world...Why can people just be fucking open and honest with me. I am not going to break

Trapped in memmorries for two hours sucked . I awakendas ussual but the fear is still there**it always will be**... So I have been up for a long while sitting and thinking. What i should do and not do. One person treats me like gold and the other like i should be scrapped off their boot : l I am at a lose of what...
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I over reacted to something i found out. I had no right to, it was plain and simply jealousy. I wish I would have acted better... I never thought i would behave in this manner. I know it is partly do to feeling insecure and not wanting to losing what i have...I can be a complete and utter Morron and Jackass at times

Funny your told you are boring and repetative. And yet the next day the persons appologizes... You know what i do not give a fuck.. I am tired of being the nice guy.

Okay yes i am boring and in a rut. So i don't know what to say so the Fuck what!
I don't force people to chat with me. You do or you don't... To old to care and not interested in hearing bullshit

not optomistic i hate writing

okay it was very optomistic. It was a very rough night... I hate being yelled at. But today i bought my plane tickets and looking forward to my next trip. I hope some of my plans work out

you're waking threw a field and all around you is shite. No matter where you step you're going get some on your shoe. I feel that way right now.

Blah it finaly snowed but then it melted Anyways things are looking okay for once. I jsust hope everything thing and one i care the mosr about end up okay

quote" Fate favours the fool, luck the blind"
Tuesday IT felt like it should be Friday.. What else to say is that i wish, i had a job in another local..But it feels like spring and that is weird by this time of year we use to have snow up to our kness and cold enough weather to freeze spit. I wonder what is goin...
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Quote of the day" it is better not to be the bearer of bad news to KIng Henry the 8th, unless you wished to be a head shorter" yea its silly but when you have to approach parents talk about their childrens behaviour. You feel like said messanger.