I guess the site failure yesterday aced all of our profile pictures...I'm going to put the Van Gogh back up again. I need something to calm me. Read on.
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I am very down, frightened and depressed right now. I went into work today to do some computer maintenance (part of my job), and I happened upon some indications that I am to be fired mid-week. I have been at this job for over 5 years. Economics are hard, but I think it has to do with my supervisor's disatisfaction with my performance, although I think I work hard and provide a valuable service to the office. I will admit it's been difficult to keep motivated at this job lately. The atmosphere has not been good. I've been very stressed. Perhaps getting the ax is for the best. It sure doesn't feel like it right now. I feel nauseous and panicky. I don't know how I'm going to sleep tonight.
Has anyone else gone through this kind of thing recently? I think maybe hearing a story with a positive outcome will make me feel better.
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I'm at home and I'm alone. Somebody, please make me smile.
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I am very down, frightened and depressed right now. I went into work today to do some computer maintenance (part of my job), and I happened upon some indications that I am to be fired mid-week. I have been at this job for over 5 years. Economics are hard, but I think it has to do with my supervisor's disatisfaction with my performance, although I think I work hard and provide a valuable service to the office. I will admit it's been difficult to keep motivated at this job lately. The atmosphere has not been good. I've been very stressed. Perhaps getting the ax is for the best. It sure doesn't feel like it right now. I feel nauseous and panicky. I don't know how I'm going to sleep tonight.

Has anyone else gone through this kind of thing recently? I think maybe hearing a story with a positive outcome will make me feel better.
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I'm at home and I'm alone. Somebody, please make me smile.
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I work on private contract, providing homecare for an eccentric 59-year-old man who's paralized from the neck down. I may not make all that much but I can be myself (attitude and devience is encouraged) and can book time off work whenever I want.
Anyhow, whatever the outcome, hopefully it will be for the better.
yeah, i knew that wouldn't make you feel any better.
just remember, when a door shuts, a window opens.