Sorry i have not posted in a few days, I've had some issues in my personal life. Unfortunately i am one of those unlucky people that has all sorts of depression and anxiety, and can easily be set off.
My mother and anyone else she can think of, her immediate family, her friends (not that she has any left) have all had a good look at my profile on here and ofcourse they disaprove. Not that i actually care about what that ice addict thinks. They cant believe i would "shake my ass in videos" and "show my breasts to the world".
Omg. That slut. Shes disgusting. I cant beleive she would post that OMG SLUT.
(How could i do such a thing?!)
I am a failure and I'm ruining my life, thats what they think.
But do i fucking care?! No! Yeah my anxiety was affected, but not for long, infact this strengthened my belief in what I'm doing, and it made me even more eager to become a Suicide Girl.
On the other hand i believe I'm empowering myself, I'm building my self esteem, my confidence, I'm working out every single day and improving my body and appearance, and trying to eat healthier!
My boyfriend loves this. He loves that i am a hopeful. He loves it all because it makes me happy. My best friends accept it and praise me. It sucks that my family doesnt accept it, but we arent a family anyway, so its not like its a loss.
I am happy. My butt is a fucking present. Its a gift, and it should be admired everyday.
Goodmorning everyone. Have a lovely day!
