drix

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW!

I need reassurance of the existence of good people. It seems the only time I write on here is when I have something to bitch about, but i guess the saying no news is good news has some truth to it.

I have issues with my sister, and they've gotten worse since she's moved to Calgary. I hate her as a person. I hate the fact I hate my sister, nobody should hate their sister. We'll have an argument, usually about some of the things she fears happening. When I invalidate her fears, instead of feeling relaxing she gets upset and doesn't want to hear it. I then get upset and frustrated and it all goes to hell. Then we actually have a discussion and the issue gets resolved and everyone's ok. Not happy, but ok.

The exact same issue, the exact same argument will happen not long after. maybe a week. It infuriates me so much, I want to stop talking to her altogether, which unfortunately isn't an option at the moment.

I'm so tired and stressed lately, as I worked the first weekend of september, second weekend slept all day saturday, paintball sunday so it felt really short. and this past weekend I worked and paintball again(I have an online paintball store so it's kinda business).

All I want to do is sleep. Cute girl laying beside me for cuddly warmth would be a greatly appreciated bonus. (accepting applications)

I apologize for the content of this post, but I needed to get it off my chest, and don't have anyone to talk to at the moment.

Good night all, and sweet dreams.