It is almost 11pm and I have slept for a combined total of 7 and a half hours over the last two nights. I have tried several things to fall asleep, and when booze didn't work last night I decided I need to see a doctor. Problem is I don't have a family doctor in Calgary, yet have lived here for 3 years. A year after moving here I even went to my doc in Toronto during a visit 
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I have a history with sleeping pills, most don't like me so I'm skeptical to take em. The thing I know works, a lot of docs don't prescribe because it is possibly "habit-forming" and asking for it definitely doesn't look good.
*le sigh* I guess I'm doomed to be too tired to sleep, which makes everything boring for me.
On a good note, I got my car back today! I also downloaded a cool application on my iPhone called PangeaVR that let's me see panoramic views of different cities which I think it's cool. Got to see a few places I've been to.
Part of me wants to try this sleep thing again, another part says fuck it. What is there to do at 11pm?
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I have a history with sleeping pills, most don't like me so I'm skeptical to take em. The thing I know works, a lot of docs don't prescribe because it is possibly "habit-forming" and asking for it definitely doesn't look good.
*le sigh* I guess I'm doomed to be too tired to sleep, which makes everything boring for me.
On a good note, I got my car back today! I also downloaded a cool application on my iPhone called PangeaVR that let's me see panoramic views of different cities which I think it's cool. Got to see a few places I've been to.
Part of me wants to try this sleep thing again, another part says fuck it. What is there to do at 11pm?
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And I realize it's pathetic to hide them from my parents considering I don't live at home. It's just a conversation I'd rather not have
That's very sweet you'd get a tattoo in memory of your mother. ^_^
I've never been able to talk to my parents about those kinds of things. They've tried to make me live a sheltered life I guess... And they wonder why I rebelled the second I got an ounce of freedom