driftwood14

I have become the knot holding the rope together in a petty game of tug-o-war. Back in August I got myself into a little debaucle due to some loose comments and some drinking, and since then it's become this big thing about the state of my mental health. I'm a submariner, and by nature we're all a little insane. But in the course of this overblown fiasco my boat and the squadron we belong to have been getting into this silly dick measuring competition with me as the reason. I hear confliting information from higher-ups on both sides that I'm supposed to be here or there and it's really starting to piss me off. I've told them what I want to happen, and I've agreed to seek "counseling" for my issues, but goddamnit I'm not a fucking tool for your political agenda over who holds the authority. I'm so close to just snapping and saying "Fuck all of you, I fucking quit." Granted that will put me in more trouble then what I'm in, but hey, they're the ones who think I'm unstable. Keep treating me like this, I may have to prove them right.... fuckers.