Sometimes I wish I could disappear and not talk to anyone. I used to go to public places by myself, like a park or bar or a restaurant and people watch. The whole cliche watching people and making up stories to their lives based on my observations. I miss being able to be by myself. Now, with my job, it's all about communication. And, also with my job, the communication is extremely poor. I just want to walk through a crowded room or street and not say a word or be spoken to by anyone. This feeling comes and goes, right now I'd just rather be isolated. We'll see how it is tomorrow.
jennna:
awe im sorry hon... things will get better. i miss talkin to you though.