drifter

so today was a pretty bad day, until I got a phone call from the guy at IBM, saying he would like to arange a time for me to come in and have a job interview. Best news ever!!!

Ok so i get an IM from somebody, they say
my words are kind
you have been in my dreams
I hope your feeling better, and exc...

Problem is I dont reconise who this person is, so I ask them, and they accuse me of not being me, Like im some guy messing around on someone elses computer, and nothing I say can prove that...
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Im feel like im on the downward spiral...

my last post was bitter, but it was a bitter time.

I feel better now, that is all.

tragedy strikes close friends and floods back into my mind horible memories, ones that i wish to remain burried. I have seen what pain truly is and I am helpless to do anything about it. Torn two ways, wanting to comfort her, and wanting to find the ones responsible, and i am good at neither.

I feel sad and angry all at the same time......
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If buffalos had wings, we wouldn't have buffalo wings to eat, sut since they dont, we do.... Think about it!

Got a lead on a good job, If I get it, hurray, if not, well im still a cashier monkey..

Gonna dye my hair black

Fiona apple is still my god

It seems like my freinds and family have taken a way to personal intrest in my life as of lately. My brother just got married, my best friend is engaged, and now there all hasseling me to find a girlfriend and get married myself.

I just wanna relax man!

I dont like being pushed around and being pressured.

but its alright, I, fourtunatly, have made...
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I like Pie..

I just dont know, if anybody knows they should tell me.