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drewelusive

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Saturday Oct 09, 2004

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I feel so mentally vulnerable first thing in the morning. I wake up, sluggishly, trying to think about the day, and constantly dwell on bad things or worry my tired brain into oblivion.

What's strange is most of the stuff I think about are things that normally wouldn't bother me after a couple cups of coffee.

Could my conscience be telling me something?
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killerbekilled:
I think about bad things and worry in the middle of the night during my normal periods of insomnia... and the last thing that I should do at 3:00 a.m. is take in mass quantities of caffeine...

So drink a pot for me...
Oct 9, 2004
rabbiofrock:
i like the new profile pic!!! smile

when i get up in the morning (especially work days when i rise at 4am) there is almost nothing on my mind. i survive on pure routine and instinct until just before i go on air (unless acted upon by an outside force). by the time my brain is working, though, it usually just spews bile for a few hours....

anywhoo... hope your monday is tolerable smile
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