I'm back from my mini vacation!
And surprise surprise I ended up getting another tattoo. The plan was for me to get my friend's lip marks on the inside of my hip, but when it came down to kissing the paper and me picking the perfect one out, she got a little pissed and fed up. So I ended up getting my own lip marks, haha. The artist is Josh Palmer.
My trip was great though. I definitely needed a little getaway time to try and relax and keep my mind off recent events. The first night I got there my friend and I went out for dinner at this little Mexican restaurant where I had flour tortilla chips for the first time. Ohmygosh. They were amazing, way better than regular corn chips. After we got food though we ended up going to a bar and meeting up with people for my friend's friend's birthday celebration where we danced and listened to this live band, who were actually a pretty good little band. It was a lot of fun. When we got back to my friends house though I started getting in a bit of a funk again. I started thinking about my ex and how he didn't talk to me at all that whole day, but I told myself that I wasn't going to text him or try talking to him first. If he wanted to get a hold of me then he would. I had a really hard time sleeping that night. I kept tossing and turning and waking up every hour. I then gave in and decided to text my ex aaaand I was very let down because when I did talk to him he was just very short with me so I felt rejected and disappointed in myself for giving in. Out of nowhere though I got this confidence and I realized that I don't want him if he's going to continue to treat me like he does and that I deserve better. That's the last time that I will put up with my ex's attitude. He doesn't want me anymore (at least that's what he acts like most of the time) so I should try and find someone who is everything that I'm looking for, and someone who want's to be with me as much I want to be with them.
Everyday since then I have kept that attitude and I haven't been wallowing in my heartbreak pain as much as I have been lately. I don't make en effort to talk him but at the end of the day he has been the one to talk to me and I'm happy about that. I like that he is concerned enough about me to ask how I'm doing or how my day was. I feel stronger and I tell myself everyday, if he want's to talk to me he knows where to find me.
The rest of my time in Lodi though was very relaxing. I got my tattoo, went shopping and spent wayyyy too much money, watched movies, and just had some good girl time. It was exactly what I needed.
And surprise surprise I ended up getting another tattoo. The plan was for me to get my friend's lip marks on the inside of my hip, but when it came down to kissing the paper and me picking the perfect one out, she got a little pissed and fed up. So I ended up getting my own lip marks, haha. The artist is Josh Palmer.
My trip was great though. I definitely needed a little getaway time to try and relax and keep my mind off recent events. The first night I got there my friend and I went out for dinner at this little Mexican restaurant where I had flour tortilla chips for the first time. Ohmygosh. They were amazing, way better than regular corn chips. After we got food though we ended up going to a bar and meeting up with people for my friend's friend's birthday celebration where we danced and listened to this live band, who were actually a pretty good little band. It was a lot of fun. When we got back to my friends house though I started getting in a bit of a funk again. I started thinking about my ex and how he didn't talk to me at all that whole day, but I told myself that I wasn't going to text him or try talking to him first. If he wanted to get a hold of me then he would. I had a really hard time sleeping that night. I kept tossing and turning and waking up every hour. I then gave in and decided to text my ex aaaand I was very let down because when I did talk to him he was just very short with me so I felt rejected and disappointed in myself for giving in. Out of nowhere though I got this confidence and I realized that I don't want him if he's going to continue to treat me like he does and that I deserve better. That's the last time that I will put up with my ex's attitude. He doesn't want me anymore (at least that's what he acts like most of the time) so I should try and find someone who is everything that I'm looking for, and someone who want's to be with me as much I want to be with them.
Everyday since then I have kept that attitude and I haven't been wallowing in my heartbreak pain as much as I have been lately. I don't make en effort to talk him but at the end of the day he has been the one to talk to me and I'm happy about that. I like that he is concerned enough about me to ask how I'm doing or how my day was. I feel stronger and I tell myself everyday, if he want's to talk to me he knows where to find me.
The rest of my time in Lodi though was very relaxing. I got my tattoo, went shopping and spent wayyyy too much money, watched movies, and just had some good girl time. It was exactly what I needed.
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your new tattoo looks great! good idea for a tattoo too! the artist did a great job!
you did right to have a little vacation, we all need time off, and after what your going through with the ex, sounds like a break away is a good plan!
dont punish yourself for texting him, your only human and sometimes giving in to certain feelings is what humans do. it just shows you care about him, even if he might not
keep the possitive attitude, and keep smiling
trust me, someone who is everything your looking for will come along!