dreamer

Had a nice anniversary night on saturday..presents and my fantasy came true!!! I am one lucky girl when it comes to my girrlfriend. Otherwise, still dealing with emotional crap and fucked up in the head feelings. sometimes she is the only thing that keeps me going. ran into a bitch today at school and she tried to say Hi of all things... I looked at her like she was a piece of shite in my way. hope all my good karma doesnt dissapear because of that. Last night I had to get up and sing in front of people..a Wilson Phillps song no less..sometimes I just want to be invisible more than anything else. I survived and tried to find some friends..made a new one. I do not belong to the night.