dready_mama

Just got back from the ER. I cleaned the fuck out of my house, but i attempted to rearrange my bedroom and being as im not she hulk i had some difficulty moving my bed. But being as stuborn as i am i did it anyway... which of course threw my back out. I had a breast redution a month ago because i was a 36 E, and all that weight was fucking up my back. Anyways The trip to the hospital wasnt bad at all they gave me a shot of demerol, a shot of valium, a pain pack of vicodin and a perscription for percocet. That should hold me over untill i get my pain meds from my doctor. I get 90 perc 10's a month. Im very much addicted to them but if i dont take them my back aches constantly. Im really lonely. My boyfriend works almost constantly. I think that i want to break up with him. Im bored and its time to move on. Our relashionship is based mostly on sex anyway. I love him but i need change. my girlfriend melisa gets back from thailand on tuesday.... maybe i'll go strictly clitly for awhile.