don't go messaging a random girl saying things like
"i wish i was there so i could pound you and have you cum all over my cock"
"i want you to sit on my face baby"
"holy fuck you're so sexy, i wish i could suck on those tits"
and dont go sending me pictures of your fucking tiny penis.... Read More
the freshman 15 is definitely not a myth.
i left for university at 126, and came back home at 136 D:
soo, ill be starting P90X tomorrow.. to hopefully lose some weight.
i've seen a lot of good reviews on it, and tons of youtube videos.
ill keep you posted with before and after pictures every week.. (13 weeks long)
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I had a dream last night, and one part of the dream stuck with me.
It was so very random compared to the rest of the dream
(i was trying to get a vibrator through campus without anyone seeing, so odd)
but then i ran into the women who i used to have bible readings with
and then all i... Read More
Josh ended up having the flu and bronchitis, so he moved into my room for a few days.
my bed is far more comfortable and it was easier for me to care for him here.
today he was finally feeling better and decided to go back to his room.
so we said our goodbyes and he left, shutting the door behind him,... Read More
thank you to everyone who actually took the time to read my last blog that and comment their opinion.
i really appreciate the feedback.
its really nice to be able to let off steam and know people are there to listen.
however..
that was a very in the moment rant.
when i had wrote that i had just finished crying and was still very upset.... Read More
i never update anymore and thats because josh started reading this..
but he only ever reads it if i accidently mention SG so screw it.
i'm going to start pouring my heart out again
and if he happens to read it then fine, its how i feel anyway..
i just need to vent.
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i always put 110% into my relationships.. i treat... Read More
It's tough for guys to say "I love you" sometimes. I think in many ways we almost feel more pressure for it than girls. We want to make sure that when we say it we really mean it. Girls tend to throw it out a bit more, it doesn't mean he isn't in love with you, he just wants to make sure.
i think you deserve something way better than him so the only lesson you can take from that is that youre really able to love so much and thats is a good thing
well this is my first real update in a long time..
ive been so busy with school and josh and apartment searching i haven't had time.
i finalllyyy found an apartment for september! Im so excited.
Its $730 a month but worth every penny, its hugeee compared to others ive looked at.
I dont even know how i'm going to fill it.
Choosing a pup is a pretty hard choice, there are so many types to choose from. But I would recommend considering adopting a dog, like from a shelter or an animal rescue center. There are a lot of homeless pets out there that could use a good home and some lovin!