dratini

such a rough day today

i wake up late..
go into the bathroom and the ceiling is leaking.
and not a little leak either. Half of the ceiling is water logged with this yellow nasty ass water.
the tiles look like they're about to cave in.
i call the landlord and he said he'll be here around 6 along with people to instal a gas line in my kitchen.

i get an email saying my class time for one of my classes for next semester has been changed
now it conflicts with another class i need
i have to drop one, even though i need both.
i spend an hour figuring that mess out.

then i decided to have a smoke before i get ready..
im sitting around with old eyeliner half down my face, in my robe
the apartment is a mess.. but ill clean that before everyone comes tonight.

theres a knock at my door.
gas people are here hours early.
they're tearing apart my kitchen and decide to leave the front door open.

where's my cat?

i spent over an hour looking for her outside in the rain
i find her completely soaked and dirty.
now she's locked in the bedroom, with food and water
meowing so sad.. and probably shitting everywhere.

i can't clean because they're drilling holes and making a mess everywhere
i can't study because they're far too loud.

it's only 5pm and i'm already so ready to have this day end.
who knows whats going to happen tonight.

i need a hug.