dratini

life isn't fair.

finally meet an amazing guy.. someone who treats me properly
we get a good few months together, just enough time for me to fall in love.
and april 17th.. the year is over and we move back home for 4 months.

the problem isn't the distance.. well, maybe..
its that there wasn't enough time for him to get close enough.
i know what time away does, at first there's the missing and the longing
but eventually, feelings fade..

its not like we'll never see each other, but it will be a few weeks in between.

i wouldn't be as worried if i knew he had the same feelings that i do.
its really hard being in love with someone that you know cares about you, but not the same way.
some things he does, all i want to say after is "i love you" because im just radiating with the feeling..
but i cant, because i know all that will happen is silence..

i'll leave you with a picture i came across, which is exactly how i feel right now.