drano

Man I had a strange feeling in me today.

It all started at work. I got into an argument with a customer, which wasnt my fault. I was told to back into a loading dock before someone else, and apparantly this other guy who works with the same person who told me to come in didn't agree. The guy began to yell at me for backing in, told me to move the truck and walked away. As he turned his back on me, I pointed the guy out who told me to come in which I thought was his boss to which he replied "HE AINT MY FUCKING BOSS I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHO HE IS OR WHO YOU ARE." After his display he didn't help me with shit, walked away from me again leaving me to load 57 40 pound boxes myself.

I got this odd feeling in my chest during it. It wasn't hearburn, it wasn't a heartattack, it wasn't quite adrenaline. It was like every single instance of my life where I had to suck things up centered every ounce of energy inside of me and in a rage of urgency was ready to spill itself. I had to stop what I was doing to calm myself down. I just stood in the rain, took a few deep breaths, looked around, and it was gone.