I'm really touched by the response I've recieved about my "giving up". It makes me feel like I'm not just doing this over and over again for no reason. Thanks guys and gals for making me feel better. But with that said I want to reply to some of the responses. 1. being, I for sure haven't stopped wanting to be a SG. I DREAM...
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andreaste:
Don't give up honey, I know you can do it... why they haven't picked you yet is beyond me... I think you're beautiful and I know how much you want this, and I know it isn't just for the money. I know you want to show the world your art and the world needs to see it.
distinctivecat:
Hey D, did you pull that set with the liquor and the table top? Am I imagnining something? That was a great hardcore set, almost a challenge to the rest of the world to keep up, and I'm so sorry to see it disappear into the ether.
hm, thinking about giving up. I dunno... I've been trying to become a SG since I was 18... I'm 22 now. (almost 23).. seems like if it were meant to be... it would have happened by now...
Maybe one more shoot and I'll give it everything I got... if I don't get accepted. I'm done. Its over. I'm tired of showing everyone my ass tits...
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Maybe one more shoot and I'll give it everything I got... if I don't get accepted. I'm done. Its over. I'm tired of showing everyone my ass tits...
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jensck:
Glad you appreciated the feedback on your set - happy to hear that the extra thought that goes into it means something.
I don't agree with the ZOMG SG IS TURNING INTO PLAYBOY BARBIES W/TATTOOS!#$ thing - anyone who really thinks that seriously needs to look at a recent Playboy and then look at whatever the 10 most recent SG sets are at the time. They're completely different.
That said, any editorial controls of whatever kind are going to be imperfect. It beats "anything goes", but still, those controls/rules are always going to end up excluding things that a lot of people would like to have seen. I'm sad to hear you're thinking of giving up, but if it's not worth it for you, then no one can blame you.
Anyway, good luck with whatever you end up doing for this next shoot - can't wait to see it!
I don't agree with the ZOMG SG IS TURNING INTO PLAYBOY BARBIES W/TATTOOS!#$ thing - anyone who really thinks that seriously needs to look at a recent Playboy and then look at whatever the 10 most recent SG sets are at the time. They're completely different.
That said, any editorial controls of whatever kind are going to be imperfect. It beats "anything goes", but still, those controls/rules are always going to end up excluding things that a lot of people would like to have seen. I'm sad to hear you're thinking of giving up, but if it's not worth it for you, then no one can blame you.
Anyway, good luck with whatever you end up doing for this next shoot - can't wait to see it!
distinctivecat:
Look, I've stopped keeping track of pink or not. Frankly, the fact that most hopefuls have fewer professional filters to get in the way of their self-presentation, is a plus most of the time. From a SG fan's POV, the only advantage is that a name search for a non-friend can bring you to her profile page. I know pink status means money (am I right, is it worth it?) and probably some sort of acceptance into a charmed circle--is access to staff photographers part of the draw? Regular SG party invites? I can't figure it out.
But really, Dimentia, the fact that you're on this site, that someone like youprotean, shapely, intimate, raw, approachable, playfulshows up here, and nowhere else, is why I check in so often.
It's hard to argue to keep going at it if it's frustrating--seems sort of like intellectual trimmings on a basic "show us yr tits" call. But this place isn't that. Really, you're the best part of this site, the spirit of the enterprise as far as I'm concerned. And I'd miss you a lot.
But really, Dimentia, the fact that you're on this site, that someone like youprotean, shapely, intimate, raw, approachable, playfulshows up here, and nowhere else, is why I check in so often.
It's hard to argue to keep going at it if it's frustrating--seems sort of like intellectual trimmings on a basic "show us yr tits" call. But this place isn't that. Really, you're the best part of this site, the spirit of the enterprise as far as I'm concerned. And I'd miss you a lot.
I didn't get to take my new set over the weekend... I caught a tummy virus 
It was horrible... and I am still sick. Viruses are the worst.. I'm going back to bed now... 
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ultimatelewser:
Boo-urns!
Hope you're feeling better.
Hope you're feeling better.
Hey everyone. I've been busy. I had 2 exams last week, and passed both of them somehow Also, my bellydance audition went well... I made it, so now I got to teach my choreography to 10 other ladies... it'll be tough going.. because most of them have never bellydanced before. But, I do have until the last week of April, so all should go well....
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Also, my bellydance audition went well... I made it, so now I got to teach my choreography to 10 other ladies... it'll be tough going.. because most of them have never bellydanced before. But, I do have until the last week of April, so all should go well.... Read More
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saraj:
Thank you...yes I did find a couple photographers, I have yet to do a set with them though.
missbabyblue:
how did the shoot go??
Alittle update.. I suppose.
Classes are going well... but there haven't been any exams yet, so we shall see how long that lasts. I'm pretty much really damn ready to graduate. It feels like the rest of my life is on hold because of college. I can't get married... I can't get a good job.. and there will be no kiddies, until I can get...
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Classes are going well... but there haven't been any exams yet, so we shall see how long that lasts. I'm pretty much really damn ready to graduate. It feels like the rest of my life is on hold because of college. I can't get married... I can't get a good job.. and there will be no kiddies, until I can get...
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ladyaurale:
lol
I'm sure. I love em there. I'm usually there throughout the summers bagging herbs. Hopefully I'll see you around!
I'm sure. I love em there. I'm usually there throughout the summers bagging herbs. Hopefully I'll see you around!
carmelita:
You are so damn sexy. I love that first shot on your blog. 
And the second, too..of course! Your eyes are so wonderfully intriguing and mysterious, I could gaze into them all day long!
Thankyou for the sweet lovin' on my multi!
You're such an awesome friend!
xoxoxoxo
And the second, too..of course! Your eyes are so wonderfully intriguing and mysterious, I could gaze into them all day long!
Thankyou for the sweet lovin' on my multi!
You're such an awesome friend!
xoxoxoxo
So... my set 'Untouchable' goes up in Member review on Jan. 13th. I have been waiting for a long long time. (since August)... so.. I'm excited. But because of this long time I've been waiting, I've really had time to think about everything that I think I could have done differently. I won't say what those things are, I'll let you all make your own...
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k2photostudio:
Best of luck with the set!
bushka:
hey! thank you for your support, i appreciate it 
Um... just wanted to let everyone know that I probably won't be around much for alittle while. I got finals and 3 bellydance performances to get ready for. But in the mean time.... HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! (I will drop by and add photos at some point) I know everyone enjoys pictures... tehe.
xo
Your Dimentia
*Edit* As promised, here are some of my bellydance performance pics...
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xo
Your Dimentia
*Edit* As promised, here are some of my bellydance performance pics...
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davehidden:
Just thinking of you and thought I would let you know that I MISS THE SHIT OUTTA YA! Come back!
chicksta:
You got to do it at least once!
You got to do it at least once! Tick-tock goes the clock. Seriously. the wait is killing me! Its never taken this long for them to get back to me. I hope that's a good thing. . . or the sets are just backed up because they have so many to go through. Either way, I'm really excited. And my fingers are starting to hurt from crossing them too hard. 
Aside from set...
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ultimatelewser:
Ahoy there! How goes it?
gizmoabdn:
Why the big sigh babydoll?.
Hope your OK.
((((((((((((((((BIG HUGGLES)))))))))))))))))))))
Hope your OK.
((((((((((((((((BIG HUGGLES)))))))))))))))))))))
'Ello Lovelies!
Last night... I sent my new set into Staff review. And if it doesn't get accepted there, I was hoping to enter it into the photoshop contest for Nov, but I've heard that MR is already backed up to Decemeber... so I guess that was a useless effort. But either way, I am happy we finally finished it. My photographer and I have...
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Last night... I sent my new set into Staff review. And if it doesn't get accepted there, I was hoping to enter it into the photoshop contest for Nov, but I've heard that MR is already backed up to Decemeber... so I guess that was a useless effort.
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raia:
thanks for your sweet comment on Virginia Woolf
kaiyo:
yah for the new set I hope it gets accepted. Love ya hone
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davehidden:
Either way. It would have been much cooler of a party if you came out!
