I typed this earlier on a diary site.. check it out.
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Ive waited all day for the phone call letting me know that my special someone came back from her trip. The call would have included when this person would have then left to visit me as well. Well, 15 hours later, my time.. no call, no show. There IS still the chance that she could contact me today, either before she leaves, or once shes arrived at the airport. But now, right now, some wierd thought has entered my head - "Was all this just a hoax??".
Let me set the backdrop for you, the reader.
About a year and some ago, I ran into this particular person online. We started chatting instantly. Soon, we took the lengthy chats to the phone and have been doing so til late last summer. Then she vanished. For a month, no contact but for a couple emails roughly saying shes in a different city with family on a sudden notice. I bought it, though something didnt seem right. I thought relatively nothing of it, until a close, now former, friend suggested that I let it go cuz 'shes not for real'. Considering I heard nothing but this for a couple weeks and nothing to defend her side, I eventually succumbed to it.
Towards the end of the summer, I did finally get to talk to her. She confessed that the real reason was that she seriously was falling for me, so, she vanished cuz she didnt know what to do. Me? Im like alright, but since it took a month and some to come out with it, and leaving me in the dark, I closed up shop. Seemed to have broken her heart it did. But what choice did I have? It got as far as even questioning if I did in fact loved her. We fell apart til around late December, when a random call started up things again.
That time around though, we figured that things led us back to each other for a reason, and took it as that. At least until mid-January, where she headed to a friends house and was ..yep, gone again. Her cell was left at a friends, then died, so I couldnt contact her. I figured at that point it was it, and went about my own way, even dating others. Things timely fell through though as I ended up in contact again with this lady. But this time, it would be different, we HAVE to meet.
She pulled this concept out herself. Well, not the meeting, but the initiative to do so. I set a date far enough into the future without it rushing either of us, but close enough that we wont forget. Well, things REALLY started to manifest itself in something with potential. Until the beginning of this month.
This time, her cell was turned off due to us constantly talking. As a friend puts it, it was 'sorta convenient' that her computer was offline a week later. I didnt put much thought into it til I received an email saying that a trip was booked for her to go outta town for a week. And without her cell or a computer, there was no way to reach her, but was assured Id hear from her upon her return on the 28th. It is now the 29th. Which brings me back to the top, "Is this all just a hoax"
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Ive waited all day for the phone call letting me know that my special someone came back from her trip. The call would have included when this person would have then left to visit me as well. Well, 15 hours later, my time.. no call, no show. There IS still the chance that she could contact me today, either before she leaves, or once shes arrived at the airport. But now, right now, some wierd thought has entered my head - "Was all this just a hoax??".
Let me set the backdrop for you, the reader.
About a year and some ago, I ran into this particular person online. We started chatting instantly. Soon, we took the lengthy chats to the phone and have been doing so til late last summer. Then she vanished. For a month, no contact but for a couple emails roughly saying shes in a different city with family on a sudden notice. I bought it, though something didnt seem right. I thought relatively nothing of it, until a close, now former, friend suggested that I let it go cuz 'shes not for real'. Considering I heard nothing but this for a couple weeks and nothing to defend her side, I eventually succumbed to it.
Towards the end of the summer, I did finally get to talk to her. She confessed that the real reason was that she seriously was falling for me, so, she vanished cuz she didnt know what to do. Me? Im like alright, but since it took a month and some to come out with it, and leaving me in the dark, I closed up shop. Seemed to have broken her heart it did. But what choice did I have? It got as far as even questioning if I did in fact loved her. We fell apart til around late December, when a random call started up things again.
That time around though, we figured that things led us back to each other for a reason, and took it as that. At least until mid-January, where she headed to a friends house and was ..yep, gone again. Her cell was left at a friends, then died, so I couldnt contact her. I figured at that point it was it, and went about my own way, even dating others. Things timely fell through though as I ended up in contact again with this lady. But this time, it would be different, we HAVE to meet.
She pulled this concept out herself. Well, not the meeting, but the initiative to do so. I set a date far enough into the future without it rushing either of us, but close enough that we wont forget. Well, things REALLY started to manifest itself in something with potential. Until the beginning of this month.
This time, her cell was turned off due to us constantly talking. As a friend puts it, it was 'sorta convenient' that her computer was offline a week later. I didnt put much thought into it til I received an email saying that a trip was booked for her to go outta town for a week. And without her cell or a computer, there was no way to reach her, but was assured Id hear from her upon her return on the 28th. It is now the 29th. Which brings me back to the top, "Is this all just a hoax"
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painted_lady:
Wow, there is nothing more frusterating than a confused woman. I'm not sure if it's a hoax or if it's real. Though it does seem like she's a pretty confused or indicisive lady. Best of luck to you though and I hope everything turns out ok!
poeticdesires:
speaking from experience, well what little i have, it seems that she's into u, but she's scared. the moment u two meet, u're relationship will completely change. maybe she's not ready for that, n each time u get too close she backs away out of fear. that's just my theory. take it as u will.