Well, I got a lot of responses to this past entry of mine and my thanks go out to pretty much everyone, since even the ones who havent left comments contacted me in other ways. Though theres a couple out there that I guess didnt see it.. hope they catch up later.
Well, this weekend was odd.. I was hit on by a 38 yr old guy who said I was cute and stuff. Of course, I really dont know how to actually take that. Why? well, on one hand, I can come off like a homophobe(as an intent of not 'warming up' to him).. or take it as a compliment, as in how one of my female friends told me that a compliment from a gay or bi guy says a lot, since they are "picky about whos fashionable, whos not, whos easy on the eyes, whos not..etc ". But then of course I couldnt help but ask "Im straight, did my pics portray me otherwise?". The response was that what I wore, the chain I had one, seemed so. So, my sense of fashion attracts more guys than girls? Good grief! lol
Then theres how an arguement with my mom has her telling me im "worthless".. wow.. that REALLY helps..
..so Im not gonna say much more there.
So finally, theres the whole "dork, geek, nerd..which one are you?" thing. It was in the chat where I encountered the whole 'whos geek who isnt' issue. So, in the mood I was now in, I decided to see if, by just seeing my pics, who someone think Im a g, n, or d, if they saw me on the street. Some of the responses were that Im basically a dork, or a geek, with "okay grooming habits"..which I still dont know what angle thats from.
Well, thats all for now.. depending on how it goes, ill either start posting on the daily, or spread them out so i wont like miss a comment shared the day before cuz Im 'going too fast'.
k, Im done.
- J.
Well, this weekend was odd.. I was hit on by a 38 yr old guy who said I was cute and stuff. Of course, I really dont know how to actually take that. Why? well, on one hand, I can come off like a homophobe(as an intent of not 'warming up' to him).. or take it as a compliment, as in how one of my female friends told me that a compliment from a gay or bi guy says a lot, since they are "picky about whos fashionable, whos not, whos easy on the eyes, whos not..etc ". But then of course I couldnt help but ask "Im straight, did my pics portray me otherwise?". The response was that what I wore, the chain I had one, seemed so. So, my sense of fashion attracts more guys than girls? Good grief! lol
Then theres how an arguement with my mom has her telling me im "worthless".. wow.. that REALLY helps..
..so Im not gonna say much more there.
So finally, theres the whole "dork, geek, nerd..which one are you?" thing. It was in the chat where I encountered the whole 'whos geek who isnt' issue. So, in the mood I was now in, I decided to see if, by just seeing my pics, who someone think Im a g, n, or d, if they saw me on the street. Some of the responses were that Im basically a dork, or a geek, with "okay grooming habits"..which I still dont know what angle thats from.
Well, thats all for now.. depending on how it goes, ill either start posting on the daily, or spread them out so i wont like miss a comment shared the day before cuz Im 'going too fast'.
k, Im done.
- J.
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Dont worry so much about what other people think of you as. Dont give them the power to control how you feel about yourself You are a wonderful person and you know this. If other people want to judge you on appearances beofre actually getting to know you then screw them who needs them anyways? Be true to yourself and fuck the rest.
Happy Titalating Tuesday!!
when we gonna have playtime my diablo fingers are getting itchy
You are far from worthless, love, and you know that.