still in st.louis... planning on heading out saturday morning or perhaps friday night if i'm feeling up to it. illness is under control after getting antibiotics in my system.
i was wary of coming here, though i knew i needed to see my folks before i headed out west.... but i'm really glad i came out this way. my nervousness and apprehension of moving to LA has lessened a great deal. being here has allowed me to look forward to the next adventure. i've had a chance to say good bye to a lot here that i hadn't really gotten over in the past. so i suppose you could say i got some much needed closure by coming back here. and somehow on my drive into town... realization hit me... i'm not angry anymore. not with luke. not with my past. not with this area. i actually smiled thinking of memories of my past life here. ahh... closure.
feels very strange.. but very good.
now if i can just figure out my finances it will all be groovy.
back to working on stencils. coz i've gone mad with the spray paint.
i was wary of coming here, though i knew i needed to see my folks before i headed out west.... but i'm really glad i came out this way. my nervousness and apprehension of moving to LA has lessened a great deal. being here has allowed me to look forward to the next adventure. i've had a chance to say good bye to a lot here that i hadn't really gotten over in the past. so i suppose you could say i got some much needed closure by coming back here. and somehow on my drive into town... realization hit me... i'm not angry anymore. not with luke. not with my past. not with this area. i actually smiled thinking of memories of my past life here. ahh... closure.
feels very strange.. but very good.
now if i can just figure out my finances it will all be groovy.
back to working on stencils. coz i've gone mad with the spray paint.