dragynn

"Life of a rockstar" or "new york makes my nose itch" or "amphigory of raynn" drugs not included

ipod manifested delirium made for a foggy welcome back in nyc. new versions of old show me how much has changed... but how it can all still feel the same. spent time pretending my diversion was just a dream.
fulfilled cravings to my hearts content: chili pepper lit indian dining, instant gratification of conveyor belt sushi.. conceding to tie with 20+ plates stacked high, bike rides at dawn, 4am 'dinner' at tacky cafes, free matchbook condoms to dish out as souvenirs, bubble tea madness and search for tshirts that are now in the mail, run by huggings to everything goes, .... akward moments of love not forgotten...
had 4 days to feel my heart beat again. 3 weeks ahead to close down this chapter and start the next. 1 week to get situated. 1 week of rebirth. then it is going to be all about trying to make my life work.

emotions chaotic. i just put in my 2 weeks notice at hastings. so.. i'm really gonna do this. crazy. i'm on a high. nyc gave me my much needed boost to get my shit in order.. or some semblance there of. i can do this. and i'm so incredibly excited.. and nervous.. and a bit scared too.

i'll link to pics of nyc soon. or upload them here.. =)