dragynn

grrr. aurgh. meow. lost and confused. all the usual crap coming back up to haunt me. you'd think i'd get to some point where i'd figure all of this shit out. stupid indecisive nature. i need to decide, yes, and do the work, or no, and actually follow through on that.

ah vagueness, you're back, my friend. am i too old for this shit? the hell if i know. but, hey, i've always been good at running. still not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. perhaps just an indifferent thing.

is anyone reading this? yeah, didn't think so. wait, does that make this a safe place to post anything i want???!!!! uhh.. right. i was never that naive.

blah. back to the indecision.