got my hair cut today...only 3 in were taken off...pics to be posted soon
i'm kinda in a blah mood right now...dunno why...just am
i'm kinda in a blah mood right now...dunno why...just am
ok....this is gonna sound really bad...but I'm a sucker for giving people second chances.....Jared and i made up today.....he apologized for being an asshole and we talked for a long time....then we REALLY made up .... once on his futon, once in the elevator at my storage complex and once in his car 
I dont know why i cant keep my hands off of him....seriously
I dont know why i cant keep my hands off of him....seriously
I had a great day yesterday....my ex told me his girl was trying to play him and he wanted me back...hehe....of course i said no.....and i found a roomate...dude i work with named Chris. It's gonna fucking kick ass
Today is nothing but work work work. 9-330 and 5-10....suck
Today is nothing but work work work. 9-330 and 5-10....suck
serialx:
Awesome job on shutting down your X-man... i havent been presented with an oppurtunity to reject a bad ex yet but i will.
Bamf!
Bamf!
i'm back home....and my roomate decided she wants to move back in w/ her family.....so i'm in need of a roomy....250 a month plus half the utilities if ur interested.....i'm diving further into depression once again......and i dont even know exactly why....other than the fact that i only have 2 close friends (adam and holly)
voiddragon:
damn too bad you live too far away cuase cyber wants of his place!! He could live with ya!
industrialpet:
sorry i can't help ya i already have a house here otherwise i would 
it's not so bad having only 2 close friends. I don't really have any and i feel it is simpler this way
it's not so bad having only 2 close friends. I don't really have any and i feel it is simpler this way OK....still in Gainesville, but I will be going home (kinda yay...kinda yuck) tomorrow.......I gotta put up w/ Holly and Jeff some more 
.......bad thing--I'm starting to really miss Jared.....which is not kew....I have every reason to NEVER want to see/speak to him EVER again!!!! But lately I've been remembering the good things about him. newayz--nuttin much is goin on...jus chillin w/ adam and da boyz...
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.......bad thing--I'm starting to really miss Jared.....which is not kew....I have every reason to NEVER want to see/speak to him EVER again!!!! But lately I've been remembering the good things about him. newayz--nuttin much is goin on...jus chillin w/ adam and da boyz... Read More
voiddragon:
Yes. Remember the good time but also remember all the bad times and if they out weight the good then forgetabouit!
industrialpet:
have fun when you get back to p'cola!some parts still don't have power 
Ivan is having fun in PCola while I'm here in Gainesville...hehe....but alas...the power in pcola might be out for 3 weeks.....so I may not be online again for a long time.
Song of the day:: The Noose by A Perfect Circle from the album The Thirteenth Step
Song of the day:: The Noose by A Perfect Circle from the album The Thirteenth Step
OK...fleeing Ivan....visiting Adam and Holly's g-ma......may not have power for 3 weeks.....tty as soon as I can 
voiddragon:
Sometimes I wanna ran away.....Uuuu....get way....UUu
I'm over it...He's a jackass and i dont need to have him as a friend....it sucks that i had to loose Kyle again though...he and i were getting close again......i get to move into the new apartment (and shoot my first set ) on next tuesday !!!! WOOHOO!!!
Song of the day :: Mr Self Destruct by NIN from The Downward Spiral
) on next tuesday !!!! WOOHOO!!!
Song of the day :: Mr Self Destruct by NIN from The Downward Spiral
industrialpet:
good luck on your set!
voiddragon:
Way to be strong sista!! yay! GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR SET!!
I fucked up big time...but he was dumping me anways......he missed Laura..and that didnt hurt half as much as what I did to fuck things up hurt. I am cutting off all contact with him and his friends (which sucks cause they were becomming my friends too) for a while...until I can face him again. I just hope he can see why I did what...
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mrbillzdog:
Maybe I don't know all of the story, but I don't see how you are the bad guy here. You're being too hard on yourself as is your custom. Whatever happened happened and now it's over so learn and move on. We've all made mistakes (mine you already know ) and coming from a person who doesn't believe in hell I think you'll be fine.
) and coming from a person who doesn't believe in hell I think you'll be fine.
serialx:
Wow that sucks...
Think about it like this
"better alone then in bad company"
Bamf!
Think about it like this
"better alone then in bad company"
Bamf!
this week has been fun.....i'm livin w/ holly and her mom/sis/dad and havin a great time w/ Jared......... just thought id update since it's been a while.
just thought id update since it's been a while.
industrialpet:
glad to hear you're having fun!