Wednesday Nov 03, 2004

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so.......i have a sinus infection, my meds are makin me really really tired, i'm goin crazy cause my throat still hurts and i can breathe, but it's uncomfortable to breathe, and this sucks!!!!! frown
i also havent started on any of my research papers and one is due in about 15 days....fun fun fun....i'm fucked
voiddragon:
Yeah sinus infections do suck. I hate not being able to breath. You wake up and your mouth is all dry. EEWWWW.

GET WELL SOON!!![ EL SUICIDO LOCO
gofuserectus:
get well soon! you aare cute!! nice smile!!

Sunday Oct 31, 2004

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just for shits and giggles...i went to check my matches on my dating profile and the page didnt load at all........3 times

newayz

so....college situation resolved...if I stay i get a good chance to get into a shcool i never thought i'd be able to get into....Burklee (the one in Boston...not CA).......WOOHOO so i'm stayin...and gettin a kitty...and i heard from Jeremie so my set...
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serialx:
No Spirit!
Why not just declare Santa Claus die of a heart attack. Why not tell little children that the Easter bunny is a hoax. Why not just say that Thanksgiving is a huge trap to get us all to buy Turkey!

Well Im happy your school thing was resolved

Bamf!
voiddragon:
yeah i didn't dress up this year either. I was going to and goto an concert but those plans got fucked up by me having to work on sat!!

Tuesday Oct 26, 2004

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thanx everyone for your comments.....i was havin a bad day...a lot of bad memories came flooding back for NO APPARENT reason....i think i'm ok now....i just needed to get shit off my chest and then be alone for a bit.

good news-i emailed a guy the other day that might take my set pics!!! i'm hoping!!!

more bad news--
frown

dude...I really wanna get the hell...
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industrialpet:
happy halloween! ARRR!!!
mrbillzdog:
wow girl you have a lot of friends these days. Soon you'll be too popular wink. Anyhow if you're planning on coming to gville for the weekend as you mentioned just let me know.

Monday Oct 18, 2004

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Untitled

I thought it was over
but I guess it's just begun
I can't shake the weakness
I can't shake the fear
I can't shake the shame
you made me feel

You fucked up my life
I hope you're happy now
You made me afraid to trust
You made me close myself off
after I had just begun to open up
You're a fucking bastard...
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industrialpet:
i know you don't really know me very well but if you wanna email me and just vent go right ahead..if you are talking about what i think you are then i have been there and i understand frown kiss kiss kiss
serialx:
"Just when I think I've gotten past...it comes back to rub it in my face that I am nothing"
"It's your fault, but you made me feel guilty. You made me feel afraid. You made me weak, and you dont fucking care as long as you're not caught"
"I wish I could say, "I'll make you pay"; but I'm to afraid, to weak and it's your fault I'm this way.I cant seem to convince myself that it's not me"

I hope this is just a poem and not that someone actually made you feel this way. If so then maybe you should'nt bear all that much weight for someone who can care whether you live or die. This is just my opinion and not worth two fucking cents...

Bamf!

Sunday Oct 17, 2004

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yeah,,,,a lil drunk at jared's place.....so excuse any typos......nuttin much goin on besides school and work

btw- died my hair black last week.....it looksAWESOME!!! pics will be up as soon as i get the net at my place.

Saturday Oct 09, 2004

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ok.....took a pracice set this week.....it sucked...i'll havepics up soon from it. I sill dont have the internet at my place....so i'm updating at jared's place....so excuse the typos...his keyoardsucks ass. I miss the internet and cable...btw-there is this super hot guy in my classes i wanted to start seeing...but dude is gonna have a kid in feb,,,,frown that fuckingsucks....he's now off limits.....i smoked out...
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industrialpet:
hope things are going better!
raptorsclaw:
So how are thing there in your part of town?

Monday Oct 04, 2004

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ok.... i have up to 4 weeks before i have the net at my place....frown or cable. Cox can suck my ass!
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serialx:
If they did they would probably charge you for it.
Bamf!
industrialpet:
cox sux!is it because of the hurricane?they are redoing my cable lines now because of it..finally whatever

Thursday Sep 30, 2004

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I got the job!!!! Tomorrow i have to wake up at the ass crack of dawn to go pee in a cup...but damn....i got the job!!!!

I also started moving into my apartment..there's no power or cable yet so i'll proly be crashin w/ various peeps until the power comes on (they said to expect delays due to Ivan cleanup).

voiddragon:
*drink outta the cup*
THIS NO MY PEE!!!
*trades cup with guy stand next to him and drinks outta cup*
THIN MY PEE!!!

biggrin biggrin biggrin

I love that movie i wish i could remember the name of it!!! mad

Tuesday Sep 28, 2004

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::sigh:: I'm sick of booty calls and not so friends w/ bennies.....I want a real boyfriend. I want someone who will cuddle with me on the couch and watch a movie and not expect a bj from it......I want someone who will care about me even when I'm being bitchy. I want someone who will make time for me if I need him, and who...
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industrialpet:
tell me about it whatever we now have to go through all this bs to sue him for what is rightfully ours..and he has not come back for his garbage and some furniture so tonight at midnight when his lease ends we get to start cleaning up after him..but we will be billing him by the hour and how much it cost to flip our dumpster...and considering my man doesn't get out of bed for less than $43.75 an hour he will be very unhappy biggrin
mrbillzdog:
Sorry you know who is being a dick. Time to grow some balls wink.

Monday Sep 27, 2004

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i think my membership is gonna be up soon.....and between the storms and moving i wont be able to renew it for a while...so i'll proly be off for a while......just letting everyone know.....wish it didnt have to be...but alas...Ivan was a bitch
kiva:
Thank you!!!
Good luck with the recovery.
kiss
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