oh my fucking god
HOLY SHIT!!!!!
Matt (yes...matt from the po) was over here tonight after work....we drank a lil rum together...not much..just a lil.....and i let him grope me....with a promise for more later maybe.........holy fucking shit!!!!!!!!!!!! What am I getting myself into with him? I cannot date anyone that goes to PCC....but can i be fuck buddies with one???
ok...so the long version now that i've shocked u all
Today....started off like a normal tuesday.....had classes and lessons then band.....In band the prodigal crush returned...after like a month of me going...is he gonna just quit??? He smiled at me and kept catching my eye and stuff....like ::sigh::.....OMG...i dont know if that means anything or not...but goddamn!!!
Then i went to an interview at Applebees....i thinik i got the job...got annother interview tomorrow w/ the general manager...but the FOH manager (front of house) liked me
Then work...here's where the soap opera begins......holy fucking shit...
I am the most horindous flirt at work....i flirt with everyone that's not Sam or that creepy new guy Eric.....and I'm NOT kidding .....I was just flirting with the boys as usual.....and i cracked a sex joke and as the punchline i grabbed the nearest ass....it was Matt.....well....that started a lil groping thing...every time he walked by me he'd grope a lil...and every time i'd walk by him i'd grope a lil......then John got in on it...he tickled me...then the two of them teamed up on me.......it was amusing to everyone.....well.......then matt and i talked after work at our cars......he wanted some alcohol...i had some at my apartment....we came here and drank.......watched a lil porn...showed him my pics that are on SG....and well..he goes "so can i see them for real?" and groped a lil boob...and i was like...annother time.
it's allmost 11 u need to get back to PCC.......so after a few attempts at undressing me he left....and i'm regretting him leaving.......wtf? am i that sexually frustrated? or is it really an attraction? he's not that bad.....but it's just strange that i'm becomming attracted to guys i wasnt attracted to before.......what's my deal?
HOLY SHIT!!!!!
Matt (yes...matt from the po) was over here tonight after work....we drank a lil rum together...not much..just a lil.....and i let him grope me....with a promise for more later maybe.........holy fucking shit!!!!!!!!!!!! What am I getting myself into with him? I cannot date anyone that goes to PCC....but can i be fuck buddies with one???
ok...so the long version now that i've shocked u all
Today....started off like a normal tuesday.....had classes and lessons then band.....In band the prodigal crush returned...after like a month of me going...is he gonna just quit??? He smiled at me and kept catching my eye and stuff....like ::sigh::.....OMG...i dont know if that means anything or not...but goddamn!!!
Then i went to an interview at Applebees....i thinik i got the job...got annother interview tomorrow w/ the general manager...but the FOH manager (front of house) liked me
Then work...here's where the soap opera begins......holy fucking shit...
I am the most horindous flirt at work....i flirt with everyone that's not Sam or that creepy new guy Eric.....and I'm NOT kidding .....I was just flirting with the boys as usual.....and i cracked a sex joke and as the punchline i grabbed the nearest ass....it was Matt.....well....that started a lil groping thing...every time he walked by me he'd grope a lil...and every time i'd walk by him i'd grope a lil......then John got in on it...he tickled me...then the two of them teamed up on me.......it was amusing to everyone.....well.......then matt and i talked after work at our cars......he wanted some alcohol...i had some at my apartment....we came here and drank.......watched a lil porn...showed him my pics that are on SG....and well..he goes "so can i see them for real?" and groped a lil boob...and i was like...annother time.
it's allmost 11 u need to get back to PCC.......so after a few attempts at undressing me he left....and i'm regretting him leaving.......wtf? am i that sexually frustrated? or is it really an attraction? he's not that bad.....but it's just strange that i'm becomming attracted to guys i wasnt attracted to before.......what's my deal?
Rider