dragunceol

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I thought it was over
but I guess it's just begun
I can't shake the weakness
I can't shake the fear
I can't shake the shame
you made me feel

You fucked up my life
I hope you're happy now
You made me afraid to trust
You made me close myself off
after I had just begun to open up
You're a fucking bastard

Just when I think I've gotten past
all the pain, all the suffering
it comes back to haunt me
it comes back to tease
it comes back to rub it in my face
that I am nothing

You made me feel like a whore
You made me feel like I didn't
diserve to live, to breathe
You sick fucking bastard
how can you do this to anyone?
how could you do this to me?

It's your fault but
You made ME feel guilty
You made ME feel afraid
You made ME weak
and you dont fucking care
just as long as you're not caught

I wish I could say
I'll make you pay
but I'm to afraid, to weak
and it's YOUR fault I'm this way
but I cant seem to convince myself
that it's not me


I just feel so emotionally drained right now......I need a friend, but i'm afraid to talk to anyone about this.......and I dont even know why