Oh my gosh......yesterday was nothing but extremes! It started off ok, then I talked to Kyle and he royally pissed me off so when I went to work I was already on edge.......all my managers even tried to stay away from me. Finally Kylan (one of the managers) pulled me aside and handed me a joint and a lighter and said "Go take out the trash". After than I was more relaxed and Bensaon and Holley got my mind off Kyle. After we closed Fritz (annother manager) invited all the closers to smoke out w/ him in the back....so that was kew.......then me and Holley went to her b/f's best friends' house to go swimming. John (the best friend) was hitting on me....which was interesting. We have a lot in common.....but I have no clue why I'm NOT attracted to him. His fave band is Tool (he's seen them 4 times), when he found out I had a string tribute to Tool cd in my car he made me bring it out...and totally loved it. He's kinda cute and for once he's older than me (he's 23).......hell, I can even see myself w/ him and being ok.....but I'm still not attracted to him........newayz....so after we left (at 4am
) we went to Dennys....then all hell broke loose again.....my stomach had been churnning most of the night.....for no reason...I didnt even drink.......i think it was the fazolis food or something.....but Holley gave me a Pepto Pill and i didnt even swallow it before I was retching in in the ladies bathroom........grr.......all day i was in bed (until like 5pm ish)...I hate being sick....and to make matters worse...what I thought was a chemical burn on my left foot has now spread up my leg and onto my right foot....so I'm thinking it's an infection or something......but it's not getting any better and I dont like having to go to the doctor.......grr......oh well...all in all I'm having a much better week than last week....so I'm ok.

chemical burns...infections....is it too late to reconsider???