ok......my first poem in a long time...inspired by the writings of a friend.....
Memory
Torturing myself
Over the shit in my head
Over life
Trying to dig
And pull it out
Hopeless
It keeps digging
Drilling deeper
Desperation follows
And falls
Into emptiness
That is whats left
Tearing myself apart
Searching for
Answers and truth
Why Cant I Stop?
Whats so wrong
I take apart my life
One
Lonely cell at a time
Until I am nothing
But a Memory
Memory
Torturing myself
Over the shit in my head
Over life
Trying to dig
And pull it out
Hopeless
It keeps digging
Drilling deeper
Desperation follows
And falls
Into emptiness
That is whats left
Tearing myself apart
Searching for
Answers and truth
Why Cant I Stop?
Whats so wrong
I take apart my life
One
Lonely cell at a time
Until I am nothing
But a Memory