So I have horrible anxiety and depression at times. And today seems one of those its kinda suckier than it should be. Trying to keep my head up. But the COLD kinda doesn't help. I have my first work day tomorrow. Lets cross my fingers that I dont have an insomniac episode and stay up till 5am... Also i think I have the worst dating luck atm. I again believed that a guy was into me and again left blowing in the wind, just going to focus on work and here.
i honestly feel stupid about being open. and it sucks. and hurts. cause I am not sure what I am doing wrong here?
I am off to watch the sing off with my mom till i pass out
heres hoping tomorrow is a better day.
And i promise a better blog coming up. Promise! side side note..I want to see Frozen so bad...@_@
