Here's my new kitty, Bettie.
Ain't she cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She's starting to act so crazy now b/c she's finally comfortable in the house...chewing on my flip flops, pulling the tablecloth off the table, attacking my feet while I sleep, terrorizing my poor Floyd cat.
Here they both are sleeping together for the first time on my bed. I melted when I saw them there...as soon as I took the picture, I just HAD to go touch their bellies!!!!!!!
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I've been feeling weird lately. And I'm not sure how to describe it...even to myself. I don't know. There's stuff goin' on, and there's stuff not going on that should be. All I know is that I should stop drinking so much wine & watching Sex & The City, becaue I think it's making me think too much. I feel a change coming on, or at least needing a change to come along. I don't know what. I don't know that I'll even like it. Some things are going great, other things, I'm not too happy with. I think I'm getting burned out on working so much. In about a month, it'll be a year that I've been working 65 hours a week between my two jobs. I need a break. I need to go away somewhere and experience things I won't get the chance to sitting here at work all the time. And I need someone to share that with. Someone to grow with......
.....now I'm rambling and I don't know where I'm going with it. I feel I need to talk to someone about this, but I also feel like I already have, and it didn't go anywhere. I guess I'm just getting fed up with trying to pilot things in the right direction, when I feel like each time I try, I hit a brick wall. So part of me wants to sit down and figure this shit out, and have the courage enough to do what I have to do for me, and the other part of me just wants to lay back and wait for him to notice.
I think I've said too much. My thoughts aren't even straight enough to put down on paper yet.
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Edited to add:
Check out these retarded myspace messages I got today...like....did they even read my profile? What makes dudes like this think I'd be anywhere near interested???? Here they are:
Matt McLauchlan, 19, in love with Paris Hilton
hey whats ur i like ur pics alot ur to sexy my aim sn is abercrombie21686 i live in chester im me if u wanna chat
Titus, 22, Christian Delivery Driver
whats up shorty you are mad sexy, what side of Richmond you in, Im looking for someone to kick it with and get physical, if you are interested you should holla back
Ain't she cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She's starting to act so crazy now b/c she's finally comfortable in the house...chewing on my flip flops, pulling the tablecloth off the table, attacking my feet while I sleep, terrorizing my poor Floyd cat.
Here they both are sleeping together for the first time on my bed. I melted when I saw them there...as soon as I took the picture, I just HAD to go touch their bellies!!!!!!!
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I've been feeling weird lately. And I'm not sure how to describe it...even to myself. I don't know. There's stuff goin' on, and there's stuff not going on that should be. All I know is that I should stop drinking so much wine & watching Sex & The City, becaue I think it's making me think too much. I feel a change coming on, or at least needing a change to come along. I don't know what. I don't know that I'll even like it. Some things are going great, other things, I'm not too happy with. I think I'm getting burned out on working so much. In about a month, it'll be a year that I've been working 65 hours a week between my two jobs. I need a break. I need to go away somewhere and experience things I won't get the chance to sitting here at work all the time. And I need someone to share that with. Someone to grow with......
.....now I'm rambling and I don't know where I'm going with it. I feel I need to talk to someone about this, but I also feel like I already have, and it didn't go anywhere. I guess I'm just getting fed up with trying to pilot things in the right direction, when I feel like each time I try, I hit a brick wall. So part of me wants to sit down and figure this shit out, and have the courage enough to do what I have to do for me, and the other part of me just wants to lay back and wait for him to notice.
I think I've said too much. My thoughts aren't even straight enough to put down on paper yet.
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Edited to add:
Check out these retarded myspace messages I got today...like....did they even read my profile? What makes dudes like this think I'd be anywhere near interested???? Here they are:
Matt McLauchlan, 19, in love with Paris Hilton
hey whats ur i like ur pics alot ur to sexy my aim sn is abercrombie21686 i live in chester im me if u wanna chat
Titus, 22, Christian Delivery Driver
whats up shorty you are mad sexy, what side of Richmond you in, Im looking for someone to kick it with and get physical, if you are interested you should holla back
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nocontrol:
It's all yours. 
kerosene:
i get those silly myspace messages on a daily basis. "hey boo i wanna get 2 no u so hit me up and we can chat" or something. i always wonder why, why, WHY do these people think that i'm as desperate as they are?! 