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So yeah. Today's been weird.

I drank waaaaaay too much coffee this morning, and it feels like I'm on crack. Plus, I found out what drinking a lot of coffee does to a low-carb body (ie. cleans you the fuck out!).

So that's good...I'll have dropped a few more pounds by tomorrow.

This morning when I woke up, was awesome though. I had just finished a dream about Stormy. It was like I was back in high school, and she was staying over at my house...but it was my house from when I lived in Florida when I was 10. Anyway, we were sleeping in the same bed, which happened to be my mom's, and she had something 'engraved' on her stomache, the way say, a wooden sign is 'engraved'...it didn't look like a brand, it just look like somebody widdled out "Life is Beautiful" on her belly. So I kept touching it while we were half asleep. And I kept trying to move my hands up to her boobies, but suddenly, my mom walked in with laundry and was getting all pissed at what I was doing. So Stormy kept pushing me away, and eventually she got up and left the room. I was furious with my mom. Then the alarm went off. I was so close to having a naughty dream about Stormy.....ooorrhaa...it still makes me shudder thinking about it. God I heart her. But I think what the dream meant was that deep down, I know that if my mom ever knew that I was bi...she'd never really accept or understand it. Which is a bummer...but there's just somethings that don't transcend my world to the one she grew up in (Extremely Catholic, southern, military family. Yeah. Makes sense how I came out the way I did huh?) So, o well. I'm just gonna keep oogling over yummy girlies because it makes me happy, and is what I have always felt in my heart-though not always have been able to say through my lips.

Just think...in two weeks guys...we get to see Burlesque!!!! Wooohooooo! I'm so uber excited. I need to put my ticket on my credit card. I think my man will also be able to attend. He's gonna fucking love it.

I think I may head up to Grey's store in a few to get a new garter belt for the occassion...I'm going to try and plan a matching outfit with Miss Zui. She will be stagehanding it...I'll be tipgirling it (again, yay!).

So...I still want to explain to you guys what's happening with my roomate. Especially you GeekWithAGuitar. In brief. I'm not mad at her at all. I'm just disappointed, and worried about her own physical and mental health. And the well being of her cat. Who misses her terribly. Anyway...that's a long story, and I hope to have things with her settling out soon. So I will give a full report then.

One more thing....I wasn't gonna say so until I knew I was accepted, but I can't hold it in anymore. I'm applying to be an SG. I think AngelFrost will be able to take a set of me this coming weekend or soon thereafter. I'm totally excited about it. I haven't felt as confident in myself as I do now in a very long time (probably when I was 8 and won a first place title at a national dance competition..go me!), so I'm really hoping it shows through in the pictures. And I know Angel is going to do an amazing job. So yeah. Then me, Tryst, and Poe can be the 3 SG-Amigos. Fighting crime and posing nekkid in a town near you!

Love you all!