dragonflower

i hate looking for a place to live, i hate moving, i hate finding a job, i hate working a bullshit meaningless job for a bullshit wage for a bullshit dumbfuck asshole. i hate feeling like i have no control over my own life and as though i have so very few options. i hate being made to feel like an asshole for taking time to do things for myself, to do things that i love and have meaning for me. i hate feeling like my mind is not my own, like it's working against me. i hate that i'm supposed to tread softly while others make me feel like shit. i'm not supposed to have double standards but i am supposed to kowtow to others and their double standards. i hate living without a modicum of privacy. i hate being turned into a whiny little bitch.
right now, this moment, i'm into naked chicks, beer, tequila, writing, and Mastodon videos.
fuck off.