dragonflower

so, um, don't tell anyone, but i'm skipping work for the second day in a row!
seriously, wtf is wrong w/me?! i suck. i'm a lazy sunuvareallynicewoman!
i have no office to go to, virtually no other people to work with, no boss calling me to tell me i'm late, or to ask me to do some bullshit on my way in, but if i don't get started on my own early enough i just don't feel like fucking with it! and it always creates problems for me later. however, that does not deter.
i was supposed to go to breakfast with my friend and creative partner timmieos today, but we had to cancel, so i stayed in bed. when i did get up i moved to slow. and after dropping off the girlie at work and coming back to get ready, i just stopped. i'm actually less dressed now! fuck.
if it ain't a movie i'm working on, i'm just not motivated anymore!
i am, however, still broke.

interesting things i read in the paper today:
while crime is down nationwide, crime of all types is up in Austin. ftw?!
and it appears some jackass may have intentionally set the governor's mansion ablaze, nearly destroying it!
however, the gov. and family have been living elsewhere since august as there has been a huge restoration project going on at the mans. fuck's sake. no, no, don't set the asshole's actual house on fire, let's burn down a state monument instead! fucking dick knuckles. (came up with that today, you like?)

anyway, suppose i'll piss off now and continue not going to work and instead being a lame-ass, lazy excuse for an excuse-making lame-o.
dick knuckles.